to leave the nest....

Well this past week has been one of change for our little family, with Miss a Almost crawling but still getting around quite well, and fast i might add,

 and Hubby Having to take on a whole new parenting role, Sole carer while i headed back to work! thats right i have re entered the workforce, only on a part time basis on the days Jon doesnt work. and i have to admit, i was rather scared! i wasnt prepared for what it might be like as i have been out for almost a year! so for the first time in my life i was really nervous!

although i didnt need to be, the Ladies from work are just divine! they made me feel so at ease and i now look forward to it! although i do dread the sore feet and back when i get home but at least when i get out of the house for the day i know i am helping to put our little family 1 step closer to easy street! and i get the snuggliest cuddles when i get home! but i am afraid i will miss something, maybe Addi will start crawling while im not here or walking or feeding herself! and to think that i am giving up witnessing these vital moments in her life makes me rather sad! and i know Jon wont have the camera ready so i wont even be able to look back on it! (He isnt much of a camera whore like me).
so how do other mothers cope? how do they get by knowing that while theyre not there, their little one could be doing something incredible for the first time! it helps me to understand why so many mums stay at home for years!

i suppose i have to get used to it! i mean Jon must feel the same way and he copes! although he is superman so he has head start at awomeness!! well thats what i tell  Addi when he does something i cant! i suppose it another trial in life that i will just have to endure and come out stronger on the other side! i mean this is one of the easier ones! and i trust that if i am meant to see her do it she will do it when i am home! and Jon deserves a few firsts too! so far he has her rolling and that it! and he is home 50% of the time!
well thats my rant for the day!
i hope your all doing well!
love love love! all over love!
xxxxx