to say i have been low is an understatement...
lately i havent been feeling like the superwoman i like to pretend i am, like there is a chink in my metophorical armour.... is this normal? do all mums feel like this? or am i all alone in my own little lonely box?
when i thought i was ready to talk, i was wrong i was ready to break down! let down my walls and reveal to my soulmate that i am not as strong as he thought i was, i mean i have fallen of my pedestal before but i like to think i have slowly managed to reach the top again! but as my hubby made me realise the top is only where i make it!
i now realise that i set the standards for what a mother should be because i am the only mother to my children! no one will ever love my children like i do! no one would put there life on the line for my children like i would. i would never hesitate to spare my childs life, even if it meant putting my own on the line!
Never would anyone do what i would do for my children what i would! so how does that make me a bad mother, how does that make me worse than any other mothers around..
have you ever felt like this? have you ever needed someone to reassure you that what you do is keeping your children alive and healthy?
Well here it is.. me telling you that without you the world would be less bright! your children wouldn't be loved beyond compare and those of us who are privelaged enough to know you and share your life, well we would be who we are today without you! who you are and what you do helps shape the people around you more than you know!
its because of the people i know that have shared my life that i am who i am and i have that same effect on the people i know!
now consider this your reassurance that just you reading my words is impacting my life more than you know! you taking a few seconds out of your life to read what my heart is typing is more important than you will ever understand!
THANKYOU
for changing my life!
so here is the vital part i have been missing... YOU!
